Rebound
Unaware I’d been waiting | wallet in hand |
for your incarnation. | by the balustrade |
We bathed in boiling oceans | we ate |
frozen sunlight, washed | down the strip swinging |
hands in bleached sand. | to a tune called |
A blue tulip for your thoughts. | razor |
To your ear I simpered | menacing |
obsequities: sell me | credit lines and |
your expensive taste. | I was afraid |
You know I’m good | to stop |
for it. |
Like It’s 1984
Our affections ossified | at financial traumas |
a petrified closed circuit. | we smirked with |
The boy who exhorted | the heavies |
against mental masturbation | the only catastrophes |
we began calling | existed in the ledgers of |
The Great Masturbator. | a memory wiped |
Our collusions were contingent | on paper trails |
on etymological retreats | we looked slim |
a thesaurus thinned by | solvent consumers |
two hacksaws. When he | after all |
pulled I saw toothsparks. |
Stilettos
When he asked for lobster | soup and salad |
he got dry chicken too. | made from scratch |
I wanted to show him | I can clean up |
my abject obedience | in a bebe LBD |
with no hint of obeisance | bootcamp body |
Everything stole time. | bought on my dime |
He took his, measured me out. | halved and quartered |
I hid the parsley | slightly wilted |
under the red bolero | I julienned my paycheck |
then wore it as a corsage | ate it raw |
when he sniffed me out. |