Dry cracking sounds are heard
The path ahead glitters in dialectic.
Why do we feel an instinctual rush to jump in
motley-clad
and kick sparkle into argument? It
overwhelms logic.
We think answers
can be found
by pressing against boundaries yes so we press
against beliefs, e.g.
the philosophical given
that a thing can only be true if it is as
beautiful as nature.
(Was Aristotle’s reverence for natural beauty based on
adoration or acquisition? This is
something I’d
like to know, as if
the difference is more
significant than the similarity between
the two). Don’t you love dancing with other people’s
shimmering
bits of thought—
walking through inter-textualities like a happy
and avaricious zombie fool—
(totally non-hierarchical)?
Miraculous enigmas in imaginary see-through jewels.
How lucky, if they know their happiness
The problem with ghosts is that they never really want to go anywhere; they won’t do the wave; and I always underestimate the intensity of their addictions to drafty places and period dress.
Also they say things like:
Not words and pictures but poems.
Not poems about pictures but pictures.
Not work but words and breathing windows.
We had an art opening in the old lodge. We planned to flood the orangery with riddles. We wanted both figures and flickering, but then it rained all night, drowning out everything but the ghosts of these ideas. (The chandelier alone, catching a few drops of rainy light, was vivid.) Now I find myself looking for a tool with which I might slice the morning into equal parts of vinyl and lichen. Because they told me to.
Also they said:
All you think about is sex.
There you go again, talking about Paris.
Am I? I’m such a predictable bit of rabbit-skin vellum!
That time there were only two of them. One smelled like money.
An acre or two of land that no one wanted
Let me stress once again, says Baudrillard, that it is not the fragility
of objects that is tragic, nor their death. Rather it is the temptation represented
by that fragility and that death
—the temptation to annihilate
which we confront by ignoring things,
letting them go to seed, to pot, to hell, to waste, a fate which is
in some ways worse. And they respond to our neglect,
our oftentimes casual dismissal, by rising up against us in their quiet ways,
which could be why each time I drive past a certain
uninhabited property on the warehouse road I find myself
thinking we were born for no reason but to die and be forgotten. It’s what
the exhausted machinery there wishes to have me believe.
I’d make a counter-argument, except that I was born
for no reason; I will die and be forgotten. So it all seems rather
moot.
An ant that fears a lean old age
puts grains aside so they say but we Charleston backward you and I
like it’s New Year’s Eve in Moscow 1925 pushing our beaded backs and
calves in platinum forward and trying not to imagine what’s coming what
terrors and shames the certain failures of our ember days whether the future
all grows black or it all grows bright (I doze off from time to time with
open eyes but nothing changes) weren’t you hoping for something better than that
something more agit-prop and train track now that we’re out of breath and
heaving industriously I could swear we put that money somewhere