Dusk or Arizona
Darker yet. Our eyes
inkwells in the machinery
of night. We drove fever
faster. The world threw
itself sick around us.
I felt my body’s furniture
in my fingertips; heart
forking outwards, my very
order in heavy upheaval.
Indigenous life swooned
with industry. The sky was
a jailbreak of light. Then
it wasn’t anything at all.
Hush
The bird of my mystery is a butterfly
knife with song. It sings like a knife
in this kitchen of streetlights. In wing
& body the bird’s nothing past due
but a birdcage’s shadow, a sugar skull
on a sidewalk left to sun. Hush, sweet
electric bramble of matter melting
to less uniform matter. Please quiet
your liquid trilling past midnight:
The neighbors are never nice
and the meter man rarely accurate.
The days of door-to-door sales are dead
for all but those offering religion or free salads.
That is a sad fact. Imminent ghost of bird, turn pith
to sand, sarcophagus, or fig under the fury
of an Oklahoma sky where clouds idle
like the blackened skeleton of a boomtown
library. Map these bones. Spur us onward.
Spook shapeshifters & circuit boards
alike. Burn sleepless in your seasick
bed and I’ll do the same in mine.
Neighborhood Watch
Abacuses clack
like toy teeth.
Letters spill
from the page
like snakes swept
from the branches
of foreign trees.
I hear glottal talk
in the suburbs,
find sudden bouts
of assonance lifting
above houses like smoke
from the 4th of July.
How best to render
the moment
milquetoast?
How best to blunt
the happenstance
electrically?
Abacuses
clack.
That’s what
they do.
They have no
say otherwise.
There is a part
of me that I will
never understand.
Tijuana Horoscope
Hills afire with trash,
tacos, trucks containing
tacos & sugarwater.
Everyone is drunk
in Mexico tonight.
Everyone is drunk
in Mexico every night.
The fence next to
the bullring follows
its line into the ocean
where fish have no
nationality other than
an implicit allegiance
to the sea. When in Mexico
you must drink disco.
There, skeletons
have flammable bones,
animals eat candy,
you remember your dead
in coffee and flowers
that implode like stars.
All around are molten
hills unmarked on
this amorphous map.
My mouth is meant to murder
loneliness but words here
are a mishmash of miasma.
They’re kept in
the underworld’s
murky wallet.
This map is a mess
of God’s logic
and I wish it luck.
Where’s adventure
but in death, or,
at least, the threat of it?
Tell me a story
that doesn’t
need solving.
Play me a tune
the jukebox
doesn’t know.
I watch Mexico
drive by the border
in a gold Cadillac.
In its windows
I’m right there.